always look on the upside!!

life recently has been full of its ups and downs.
i wish 2 point out 2 n e one, if you are reading my blog i type and spell the way
i wish! if you dont like it then dont read it!!!

know on 2 a brighter topic! this week steve has started re doing the inside of his
car n its so cute he has so many ideas in his head that i hope for him they
all work out cause i reckon if i did then the car would look awesome!! (good luck hunny)

I have also found a new car that had my dads approval OMG! and its
just the car that i have been looking 4 so next weekend im going 2 take it for a test
drive n c if i like it and if i do i reckon i might buy it!
its kinda scary having 2 take out a loan but ow well im a big kid n working lots
so i think i will all work out!

As we head into febuary it is getting closer 2 valantinse day n i super excited cause the day after is mine n steves 4 months yes seems like only a small time but 2 me it seems we have been 2 gether for so much longer but im really happy! n its nearly his birthday n im trying super hard 2 think of something to get him, but nothing comes 2 mind lol!

well n e ways bak 2 work 2 morrow till the next long weekend :( take care all!!

Pictures of you pictures of me!

i was listening 2 this song!
PICTURES OF YOU by THE LAST GOODNIGHT!
it just reminded me so much of when i was in year 12 n how i am know n just shows how much ppl change n wat i could have done different in year 12 like actually study 4 my exams n b doing something know with my life like going 2 uni n not be like i am now not getting n e hours at work i wish now i had done stuff different n if i could do it all again i so would change so much! but then i think 2 myself if i went 2 uni i wouldnt have met the wonderful ppl i no now i wouldnt have met steve so i have an awesome life i just wish i was doing more working more they say money makes the world go round n they r not wrong 1 bit! i fell like if i could just get one steady reliable job i would b set i need a new car so bad! so hopefull i can get a job thru someone i no but i dont always wanna reliey on ppl i no i wanna b able 2 get a job for me by myself! not always have other ppl getting it for me!
sorry if this blog is bit depressing i just fell so blah! like everyone i no has a job or is set! im so not! so ya! well n e ways bak 2 the job hunting!!
ta taz!

my day was awesome!

my dad started as of last night!
went 2 kareocke n me n nat did the best version of jesse girl eva we rocked! lol even if i do say so my self! steve did few good songs 2 but he 4 got the words 2 1 of em!( think he got stage fright lol) but he picked up his game 4 the next few songs!

2day was such an awseome day i had a awesome day trip with steve 2 sorrento it was an us day we had the best fun i got knocked over by few big waves (cause im so little n fragile lol)

then we went n got some fish n chips n went and some at some beach but there was apparently some massive jelly fish so got scared n got out of the water lol!!

but know its off 2 watch my show n then bak 2 work 2morrow :( but i need the money lol!
so tc all have a good rest of the week!
n have good weekend!! ta ta!

Running up that road, running up that hill!!

since new years has come n gone this year has been so far had its up n downs!
i finally came up with a new years resolutions which has pleased my awesome bf lots!... which is that im going 2 start watching more mature movies n more "scary" movies n not always such kiddy movies!.. i started this off watching some movie at the movies i 4 got wasnt that scary but it was supensful!
im also looking 4 ward 2 wed im going on a nice day trip with steve 2 sorrento we have wanted 2 go 4 ages n r finally going! so im pumped!

this year i have also decide i am going 2 face things as they come n not read in2 everything as much as i normally do! im going 2 relax more n not b so rush rush! i need 2 slow down n im going 2!

i am also going 2 start eating alot healther n not so much junk food lol n no more maccas when i go out! cause i have 2 much of it.

i would also like 2 point out that i have the best bf eva eva! no one can top him ! love u baby xoxoxoxoxoxo

tc dudes!!

you are my sunshine!

i love this song 2 bits n everytime i sing it, it reminds me of steve! he means the world 2 me!
this blog is basiacally here 2 fill in some time while i decide wat im doing 2day!

last night i went out n didnt get in2 bed till like 3! so i was still sleeping like most ppl would at 10 30 this morning! untill my dad told someone i would b awake n 2 call me n woke me up i was sleeping so peacefully 2 like i only had 7.5hrs sleep no way is that enough!
ohh n well done 2 jason its like he has said stuff bout ppl yes i no im immature but im happy with it but i hve 2 star getting a lil bit more maure but everything someone has said bout him he has listened 2 it n take it on board!

i have no idea wat else 2 write!
so i might get going!~
ta ta ppls tc

life!

hey guys!
this is my first post thing!

i have so much 2 write but dunno how much i will!
2007 was full of its ups n downs! i got a new bf who is awesome! love him 2 bits were happy n it just seems so right u often go out with ppl n ur like nup not working but ur like ill keep waiting c if it works but with steve is seemed right from the very start! he makes me happy n smile all the time n his family is awesome! i also got a new job which i love the kids there are awesome n i get heaps hours n its just the best place 2 work!
the year was also full of its lows! i began missing my grandpa even more i began having dreams i no i sound weird but i dunno it was like his way of telling me i have 2 move on cause he isnt coming bak! n its hurts heaps 2 know im neva going 2 c him again or 4 a very very long time but he is out of pain now n that makes me happy! but i wish i could have just spent more time with him b4 he left because losing him has affected my life so much! i have one last peice of him left i drive his car yes u ppl might think its a bomb but 2 me its that last thing of him i have left n i dont want 2 sell it or give it 2 someone else cause its mine n that one thing of him i have that no one else has n i would do n e thing 2 drive that car 4 eva but i no i shouldnt cause its old but its all of him a have left!
another high was i got new freinds in 07 started tafe n met the best chicks u eva could met jess len n ash! jess makes me laugh my guts out she is an awsome chick who i love 2 bits n would do n e thing 4 her! len is cool as she knows how 2 party n u can have a serious chat we needed! ash didnt get 2 no her much but she was awesome she was like the little quite person who sliped under the radar! also tafe had its lows yes we all FAILED!! i swear that place is stuffed! like all 4 of us from the 1 group just happened 2 fail!

but 08 is a new year! my plan 4 this year is 2 b happy have no regreats move out of home! enjoy my 2oth (man im gunna b old) n enjoy n take everything as it comes! there is no point in deweling on the past wats done is done! if u make a mistake then fix it! but do wat makes u smile!

Do WhaT MAkEs U HaPpY B WiT WHo Makes U SmilE LAugh As Much as U bReatHE & LuV AS LoNg aS u Live(this is my philosophy 4 this year)

n e ways thing i have rabbled enough steve wants 2 read this hi baby! love u!!
just remember ppl 07 was the year that was 4 get wat happened 08 is that year that is its a new year a clean slate! do wat makes u happy n have no regreats! lifes 2 short 2 worry bout stupid crap!