why?

if i only knew the answer to this question so many questions in my life would b answered!

why do ppl have 2 leave?
why do ppl change?
why ppl always say i wish i had 1 more min with the person? that is easy b/c sometimes 1 min can mean a life time of forgivness would come true!
why cant ppl say sorry?

my life in the past few months has changed alot i have tried 2 grow up a bit n i can kinda c me changing i need 2 b more responisble n i no it i just cant make it work but why?

why cant ppl understand that its only human 2 make mistakes what makes me both angry and upset selfish ppl who dnt care, just lil things of late have made me really upset b/c someone makes one mistake its like there whole lifes worth comes up b/c the stuff up but isnt it just human 2 make a mistake?

i have tried 2 take up a new way set my self goals that i have 2 try reach at the end of the month n its like everything i set myself neva gets reached i fell of late just inadequate b/c i make mistakes.

sometimes i wish life wasnt so hard like it was one nice rainbow but all i no is im not gunna bak down i will try harder n harder 2 figure out why?
life isnt about doing wat other ppl want you to do its about what YOU want to do!

xxx