stupid flu

So that time has come i thought i would have missed it but i have caught the dreaded flu! i thought i was doing so well every1 around me had caught it and i missed it n thought awesome but no!

Friday night was prop one of the funniest nights out i have had in a long time, we went to fusion at crown and i brought and new shoes for it, the night started at 4 30pm friday arvo when me n skye started drinking, we were trashed by 8 00 on the way to the city it was quiet the funny train ride the boys thought it would be funny if the played this game were you say a word and then u have to keep saying it louder and louder but without laughing, due to mine and skyes immaturity we were out stright away from laughing but not the boys they got louder and louder and it was quiet embarrassing but so funny at the same time. Once we got into the city it was awesome havent been there in so long heaps of weirdos but going to crown was awesome... lol sliding floors lol me n mick had a thing of who could go futher and of course i won lol i have had practice lol! Once we caught the last train home we missed the 1 back to cranbourne to we got off at dandy were a mate picked us up, omg i was so worried we would get raped this guy was out the front who had been bashed and his face was all bleeding and grows brought back some preaty bad memories! but hey it was dandy!

so my date yesterday went well not rushing into n e thing taking it slow i have just gotten my indapendece back and enjoy it so much, i really dunno how ppl cane come out of a relationship and 2 months or bit more later can be back in one mb im different but im just enjoying going out with the girls if u pick up sweet if u dont its not a massive loss, so with this guy im just gunna wait and c and wait till im ready 2 jump back into being tied down again!

i have a date!!! ahhhhhh

so on saturday im going on a date during the day kinda nervious like i have just gotten used 2 the single life the past couple weeks and am starting to enjoy it, i have been msg this guy i play bball with n his really nice but i just dunno every1 at work is telling me just give him a go and see if something happenes if it doesnt it doesnt if it does kool!but i dunno im just a bit unsure i guess i think like most of em said the past few guys i have been with app i dunno havent treated my right they think n now that this guy is im like umm what your just to nice whats ur story lol! but he doesnt! we have got nick name 4 eachother 2 weird i no dolp n dosh! im dolp means doppey which is me 2 the end lol!

things in life tho have been preaty good latley like i have been really happy n cant wait 4 summer!

n e ways gotta another massive drunken weekend planned once again city friday night then somewhere with a mate saturday! hope every1 else has a good 1!
cath yas! xx

im so excited!!!

so im super pumped.... layton has inivited me 2 his 21st right but thats not the exciting part the good bit is you have 2 dress formal! which i cant wait 2 actually have 2 get dressed up properly to go out! much to his excitment to he point out mel you actually have 2 get out of your trackies and jumper for this 1 so its my time to shine lol!

im going dress shopping tomorrow with lanie from work its not till oct 4th but ow well time to start preparing lol, im also getting hair extenisions put in but they are just clip in ones so i can take em in and out as much as i please which is good and my aunty is gunna put em in n crap 4 me!


so life this past week has been full of its ups n downs stayed at the boys a few nights but im kinda back home mum rang n yeah so im staying home some night n there some nights but im deffently moving out of home just not happy here n e more so i look like moving in with 1 of this chicks from work has room 4 me in like this house thats off the house so ill have my own place and yeah so just a wait n c thing now!

tc all xx

kicked out!

SO last night i had the biggest fight with my dad ever like we have had bad but this was worse than bad! he told me 2 pack my shit and get out! so i have been kicked out of home n just sorta staying at ppl houses, but it looks like mb ill be moving in with stace n the boys! but i need 2 move out of home n this has just forced me 2!

Anyways im must be off have 2 leave home b4 dad gets back which will be soon!
catch yas later! xx

last year

So today at work we were talking about grand final day and what we did last year and what we plan on doing this year n blah blah blah!

But it got me thinking god what did i do last grand final day? and then it all came bak 2 me lol what a messy night that was!
I remember me n jess planning it going 2 her house n have the good old fotty traditional 4n20 meat pies which ended up n us have a few pre drinks n a nanna nap then heading out with n len n daz and that being the night i met steve! n god they say first impressions count 4 a lot i had all red cruier spilt down my top n i was as drunk as and ended up hiding steve shoes n a cupboard n i was going 2 wash them lol! god! and then it ended on me nearly i think passing out on lens bed! haha!
n e ways getting 2 daveys they said they were going 2 leave me behind but i managed 2 b kinda sobar n got in2 daveys!
but it imasing how much changes in a year like i have got more mature left tafe work full time lens pregnant been out with steve.

today has also been a downer of a day it is 2 years that my granpda has passed away! never gets n e easier liek i think about him most days n miss him like crazy every day and i no every1 says it but i wish i could have had just 1 more day with him!!

n e ways does n e 1 no that actual date of the fotty grand final? i thought it was the 29th but thats a monday??

JUST DANCE!!!!

So i have been a bit of a party animal this weekend and its been frakin awesome its like im back 2 being 18 n going out all the time lol! Its like i have the new lease on life n i dunno i went out friday night with few ppl from bball n got wasted but it was fun as cause they dont care how u act and we were all drunk and it was just the best fun, and then were heading out again 2night who nos where and thats the good bit we dont decide till the last minute and were drunk and so we go anywhere and its awesome, expect when last night they were trying 2 set me up with some dude n i was like hell no he was hot as but i dunno im liking being single like i hated it at the start and i still get lonley but i love the fact i can do n e thing i wont dont have to tell, someone where im going what im doing or invite them out cause its just me!!!

OMG i took my lil cousin shopping thurs night i think mia she is 6 and some shop assistant said to me ow my is she yours like it was a crime if she was or as if i was a slut or something if she was mine which i think is so wrong what wrong this society just b/c im 19 and had a kid with me they assume which is fair enough but so what if she was mine?? whats the crime there? yes i would have been 13 when i had her which is wrong and yeah but i looked older she thought i was 21, but yeah i just thought that was really wrong!

On to my poor lil puppy who had to face a long long visit to the vet 2day i didnt end up getting home till like 3.30ish and we got in the vet our opp was for 11 45 but didnt get in till like 12.15 but then my poor lil thing had to have tests done and shit on his ears cause his yellping heaps cause they hurt but i felt so sorry for him they were sticking things down his ears and yeah was not nice for him at all but afta sitting there that whole time we have to see who some medicine goes and if it doesnt work he has to have an opperation :( and cause he has a prop with one of his eyes they put some die in it to make it green and then see if there was n e thing wrong like if it was skratched or n e thing and he yelleped and i felt like the worst mum like my poor baby was in pain (and you all may think im stupid his just a dog but i his my puppy) and he was looking at me saying make em stop but i felt so bad for the poor thing and we just have 2 sit tight n wait n c if the medication works by next sat and if it doesnt they will do more tests!

hope every1 is well! take care guys!
xx

SO WHAT!!

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband I don't know where he went So i'm gonna drink my money I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope) I got a brand new attitude And i'm gonna wear it tonight I wanna get in trouble I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I wanna start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I wanna start a fight

So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what? I am a rockstar I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just checked my table And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit! I guess i'll go sit with Tom boy At least he'll know how to hit What if this song's on the radio Then somebody's gonna die I'm gonna get in trouble My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na He's gonna start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na We're all gonna get in a fight!

So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight

You weren't fair You never were You weren't all But thats not fair I gave you life I gave my all You weren't there You let me fall So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done (we're done) I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine) And you're a tool So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight

No No, No No I Don't want you tonight You weren't fair I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight Ba da da da da da



this is my new fav song i love it lol!

last night was the best night out ever was random n spontanious and i loved the felling of not knowing were we were going to end up! started at eden in berwick me n lanie fron work n we didnt no it was over 28's so we looked like lil babies and afta like 20 mins we thought fuck this n left n just drove 2wards the city, then my mate msged me n said he was working at star bar n we should headin on in so we thought ok sounds good well do u think we could find claradon street no without my GPS im fucked lol we couldnt read the melways 2 save our lives lol and ended up all the way at duddley street near witches and britches layton then tried givin us directions so didnt work so we thought fuck it lets just got home and then i remember leary from bball was having ppl over so we came home got changed into trackies n jumpers n uggs n headin down 2 good old frankston lol it was the best night ever like the felling of not knowing and just driving was awesome!
Anyways me n dan from bball are off 2 carabian market lol im taking him retail (market threapy) shopping lol

have a good day all! (i love not felling hung over)

catch yas xoxo

meh mmm..

So life on the upside is great totally loving it, i cant wait 4 this tax return i cant wait to get my wii super pumped n i have decided im also buying a new strightner 4 my hair a really good one its called a GHD 4 the chicks out there it costs around $300 but they last ages n they r awesome!

I also got my hair done again so im back 2 brown was getting sick of the blonde n my mate said if i bleched it again my hair would fall out n we dnt want that!lol

n e ways was hoping if i started typing something would mb come 2 me but nothing has so meh ill post something when i can think of something to post! lol!

take care xxx

found myself finally!!

LOL so i just saw the funniest thing in my whole life mb not whole life but its deffently up there with the greats! no going to repeat but it was freakin helrious!!

so this week i am back 2 my old bubbley self only took me like 4.5 months but im back here again yay!!!
i also brought a sticker 4 the back of my car so now its good a cool as i no it sounds lame but roxy sticker it takes up the side of my back window looks really good which im happy about!

i also dunno what to do kinda in a pickle i have been seeing a bit more of this guy layton taking it slow cause i dunno i have just started 2 find myself again and im enjoy the single life like yes dont get my wrong i fell lonley but i dont wanna settle again unless i no its right, so were taking things slow but i guess if its ment to be it will be but its showed me just what i have been missing out on like his the nicest guy ever.
N e ways off to bball hope every1 else is going well!

ohh n i have decided to not get the tv or the plates im saving the rest of the money for my trip to thiland at the end of the year so atleast i have got the ball rolling on my saving once again!

tc xx

No idea what to decide!!

ok so i got my tax return done and now comes the hard part what do i buy with it!

I am buy my wii n my wii fit but then with the other half is the hard decision!
i have always wanted personlised number plates for ages or do i wont a wide screen tv 2 go with the wii??

and if i choose the plates which i am leaning dowards i dunno what i should get them 2 say lol!
i was thinking mel.88 or mcm 88 i have no idea lol suggestions?


so sat night i dont remember very much of that night at all it was very messy me n danni this guy on my bball team were doing shots all night and man did i fell it i was up at candices chucking for half the night and woke up the next morning with the biggest hang over i have ever had i was trashed by 12 30. it was awesome as tho we had the best night out and danced heaps!
I did however in my drunkin state msg layton this guy kinda but not seeing and that was a mistale and trying to get yourself out of the mess the next morning when you have figured out what you have done is not an easy task but oww well! was awesome as!

tc all xxx