if i only knew the answer to this question so many questions in my life would b answered!
why do ppl have 2 leave?
why do ppl change?
why ppl always say i wish i had 1 more min with the person? that is easy b/c sometimes 1 min can mean a life time of forgivness would come true!
why cant ppl say sorry?
my life in the past few months has changed alot i have tried 2 grow up a bit n i can kinda c me changing i need 2 b more responisble n i no it i just cant make it work but why?
why cant ppl understand that its only human 2 make mistakes what makes me both angry and upset selfish ppl who dnt care, just lil things of late have made me really upset b/c someone makes one mistake its like there whole lifes worth comes up b/c the stuff up but isnt it just human 2 make a mistake?
i have tried 2 take up a new way set my self goals that i have 2 try reach at the end of the month n its like everything i set myself neva gets reached i fell of late just inadequate b/c i make mistakes.
sometimes i wish life wasnt so hard like it was one nice rainbow but all i no is im not gunna bak down i will try harder n harder 2 figure out why?
life isnt about doing wat other ppl want you to do its about what YOU want to do!
xxx
Best buds till the end!!
Monday, April 21, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
bored bored
yay im finally going out 2 the pub n dont have work 2morrow!
i can go out n drink havent dunk 4 the past couple weeks have been on penacilne!( or how eva u spell it lol)
life is going good. im happy with everythingt easter is coming n that means LOTS of chocolate!
i really have nothing much 2 say but havent done a blog in a while!
last night was quiet interesting i wrote up steves hw on the white board n i got it all right n most of the symbols i got right 2 which was a bonus lol but it was funny!!
last night was quiet interesting i wrote up steves hw on the white board n i got it all right n most of the symbols i got right 2 which was a bonus lol but it was funny!!
well have happy safe easter every1!
xx
xx
Friday, February 15, 2008
poem!
yo i just found thi spoem i heard it when i watched coach carter i thought yall shoudl all have a read of it cause it is so so so so true
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear isthat we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not ourdarkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to bebrilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you notto be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve theworld. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is withinus. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let ourown light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to dothe same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presenceautomatically liberates others."
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear isthat we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not ourdarkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to bebrilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you notto be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve theworld. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is withinus. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let ourown light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to dothe same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presenceautomatically liberates others."
Do WhaT MAkEs U HaPpY B WiT WHo Makes U SmilE LAugh As Much as U bReatHE & LuV AS LoNg aS u Live!!
whiles typing this blog i had no idea what to say.
i thought for ages n ages, n nothing came 2 mind. its like of late i say something then 5 minutes later i ask the same question i swear im going senial in my old age lol.
Of late i have been great me n steve have been 2gether for 4 moths last friday the 15th seems like so much longer but yeah 4 months!!
i have decided that i have come up with a new saying that im gunna try
Do WhaT MAkEs U HaPpY B WiT WHo Makes U SmilE LAugh As Much as U bReatHE & LuV AS LoNg aS u Live!!
i think it really sums up too me that just be happy, do anything that makes u happy and dont regreat anything.
as i said this blog is mostly bout nothing exciting i just felt the need to post another one since its been so long lol!
tc all and dont 4 get
Do WhaT MAkEs U HaPpY B WiT WHo Makes U SmilE LAugh As Much as U bReatHE & LuV AS LoNg aS u Live!!
it will truly bring happeness to you!! :)
i thought for ages n ages, n nothing came 2 mind. its like of late i say something then 5 minutes later i ask the same question i swear im going senial in my old age lol.
Of late i have been great me n steve have been 2gether for 4 moths last friday the 15th seems like so much longer but yeah 4 months!!
i have decided that i have come up with a new saying that im gunna try
Do WhaT MAkEs U HaPpY B WiT WHo Makes U SmilE LAugh As Much as U bReatHE & LuV AS LoNg aS u Live!!
i think it really sums up too me that just be happy, do anything that makes u happy and dont regreat anything.
as i said this blog is mostly bout nothing exciting i just felt the need to post another one since its been so long lol!
tc all and dont 4 get
Do WhaT MAkEs U HaPpY B WiT WHo Makes U SmilE LAugh As Much as U bReatHE & LuV AS LoNg aS u Live!!
it will truly bring happeness to you!! :)
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Understanding Analysis!
i am reading this book called understanding analysis, it seems interesting its a steve book of maths n i was like hmm! so im gunna try n read it in a week! 249 pages.
i no that i can do it lol.
last night we all went out was pritty good night played bowling was a bit stupid but yeah, then we all went 2 flannies was pritty good fun! people donated too the mel get drunk foundation lol was queit funny people got out all there poo change and gave it to me it was $9.40 lol! was quiet funny, and steve got his 2 bourbon and cokes so thanks people for donating!!
im really excited next saturday its jess birthday party a loft im so excited!
well as of today i have decide im going to mature up a bit and stop being a child! i think the time has come. well take care yall!!
i no that i can do it lol.
last night we all went out was pritty good night played bowling was a bit stupid but yeah, then we all went 2 flannies was pritty good fun! people donated too the mel get drunk foundation lol was queit funny people got out all there poo change and gave it to me it was $9.40 lol! was quiet funny, and steve got his 2 bourbon and cokes so thanks people for donating!!
im really excited next saturday its jess birthday party a loft im so excited!
well as of today i have decide im going to mature up a bit and stop being a child! i think the time has come. well take care yall!!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
always look on the upside!!
life recently has been full of its ups and downs.
i wish 2 point out 2 n e one, if you are reading my blog i type and spell the way
i wish! if you dont like it then dont read it!!!
know on 2 a brighter topic! this week steve has started re doing the inside of his
car n its so cute he has so many ideas in his head that i hope for him they
all work out cause i reckon if i did then the car would look awesome!! (good luck hunny)
I have also found a new car that had my dads approval OMG! and its
just the car that i have been looking 4 so next weekend im going 2 take it for a test
drive n c if i like it and if i do i reckon i might buy it!
its kinda scary having 2 take out a loan but ow well im a big kid n working lots
so i think i will all work out!
As we head into febuary it is getting closer 2 valantinse day n i super excited cause the day after is mine n steves 4 months yes seems like only a small time but 2 me it seems we have been 2 gether for so much longer but im really happy! n its nearly his birthday n im trying super hard 2 think of something to get him, but nothing comes 2 mind lol!
well n e ways bak 2 work 2 morrow till the next long weekend :( take care all!!
i wish 2 point out 2 n e one, if you are reading my blog i type and spell the way
i wish! if you dont like it then dont read it!!!
know on 2 a brighter topic! this week steve has started re doing the inside of his
car n its so cute he has so many ideas in his head that i hope for him they
all work out cause i reckon if i did then the car would look awesome!! (good luck hunny)
I have also found a new car that had my dads approval OMG! and its
just the car that i have been looking 4 so next weekend im going 2 take it for a test
drive n c if i like it and if i do i reckon i might buy it!
its kinda scary having 2 take out a loan but ow well im a big kid n working lots
so i think i will all work out!
As we head into febuary it is getting closer 2 valantinse day n i super excited cause the day after is mine n steves 4 months yes seems like only a small time but 2 me it seems we have been 2 gether for so much longer but im really happy! n its nearly his birthday n im trying super hard 2 think of something to get him, but nothing comes 2 mind lol!
well n e ways bak 2 work 2 morrow till the next long weekend :( take care all!!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Pictures of you pictures of me!
i was listening 2 this song!
PICTURES OF YOU by THE LAST GOODNIGHT!
it just reminded me so much of when i was in year 12 n how i am know n just shows how much ppl change n wat i could have done different in year 12 like actually study 4 my exams n b doing something know with my life like going 2 uni n not be like i am now not getting n e hours at work i wish now i had done stuff different n if i could do it all again i so would change so much! but then i think 2 myself if i went 2 uni i wouldnt have met the wonderful ppl i no now i wouldnt have met steve so i have an awesome life i just wish i was doing more working more they say money makes the world go round n they r not wrong 1 bit! i fell like if i could just get one steady reliable job i would b set i need a new car so bad! so hopefull i can get a job thru someone i no but i dont always wanna reliey on ppl i no i wanna b able 2 get a job for me by myself! not always have other ppl getting it for me!
sorry if this blog is bit depressing i just fell so blah! like everyone i no has a job or is set! im so not! so ya! well n e ways bak 2 the job hunting!!
ta taz!
PICTURES OF YOU by THE LAST GOODNIGHT!
it just reminded me so much of when i was in year 12 n how i am know n just shows how much ppl change n wat i could have done different in year 12 like actually study 4 my exams n b doing something know with my life like going 2 uni n not be like i am now not getting n e hours at work i wish now i had done stuff different n if i could do it all again i so would change so much! but then i think 2 myself if i went 2 uni i wouldnt have met the wonderful ppl i no now i wouldnt have met steve so i have an awesome life i just wish i was doing more working more they say money makes the world go round n they r not wrong 1 bit! i fell like if i could just get one steady reliable job i would b set i need a new car so bad! so hopefull i can get a job thru someone i no but i dont always wanna reliey on ppl i no i wanna b able 2 get a job for me by myself! not always have other ppl getting it for me!
sorry if this blog is bit depressing i just fell so blah! like everyone i no has a job or is set! im so not! so ya! well n e ways bak 2 the job hunting!!
ta taz!
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