As i sit here and think 2 myself melinda what the fuck are you doing to urself!!
as if making 1 mistake wasnt enough i have 2 go and make a even bigger 1! God i have turned into something and someone i have never wanted to be or try be, i have ppl worrying about me and its not right! wat am i doing? i need 2 be pushed back into line so badley.
All i wont is something i cant have and i no i dnt want it bak but i do so what do i do go serching for someone new the worst thing i could have ever done! for this moment foward im not looking at all i will let it come 2 me!
man i am 1 fucked up individual!!! making all the wrong decisions when i no they are wrong yet i do them why why why!!!
On the upside of all this downness we had these ppl come in2 work important ppl 2 do with child care and they said i was a very compedent cofident worker and they thought i was fully qualified and that it was the first time in many many years they have walked into such a carm babies from and that work should be pleased with wat i am doin there because the room is terrific!
take care all!xxx
Best buds till the end!!
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