YAY ITS NEARLY OVER!!!

So today i had my ct scan and biopsey which were both as scary as anything, it become the day from hell. It all started with the Ct scan and the lady saying ok we are going to inject some blue die into you and i was like hang on hold up and i said to dad no i dont want it with my heart and all i dont know what this stupid die stuff is going to do so i didnt have the die but still had to have the stupid scan which was this big donut looking thing going round and round my kneck taking pictures and i just got to lay there while the bed moved back wards and fowards and so on it kinda made you fell like car sick ish no good. Then it was off to have the biopsey which hurt like hell!! i nearly screamed when the neddle went into my kneck and the man kept moving it so he could try get some of the fluid out it felt grows and saw as having a needle moved up and down in your kneck and only getting like half a neddles worth of shit out when they tell you oww yes we will easly get two needles worth out for you and so most of the lump will go down, so not the case at all the lump is still big annouying but not as saw and i can move my kneck a bit more freely now. But what came of my wonderful 2 hours in hospital was that they are like 99% sure it is a cyst which will deffently need to be cut out and they have to put my to sleep to do that, so im totally freaking out 1 because i hate hospitals at 2 i hate being put to sleep there just the worry of not waking up i know it just to have a cyst removed, but i worry. Also i found out i wont be having it removed till it goes down they wont opperate on it while its so big which is a pain cause i just wont it out now.

But the second half of my day was awesome the sarvo went to a mates house and swam in the pool for like 3 hours we just sat and chat and swam a bit and i got brown lol for once in my life i didnt burn!!

I also am going to do and stick to this time no drinking till christmas day!! i know hard to belive me doin it two months its going to be hard but so far i have done it and farley easly, i havent really had the urge to drink or anything so 12 days into my 55 day challange and im doing really well! i have lasted longer than any other time! everyone has beats that i will only last 2 weeks but clearly i will pass that and a month tops but i will push for the 55 days cause who needs to drink to have fun?? if you do then that i reckon is sad. And you shouldnt need a drink to dance either i reckon but hey each to their own.

take care!