Sorry 2 all those people who i hurt and pissed off while i was going thru my down stage, but i have come out of it lfe is worth living not wollowing on the past on what was, thats the thing its what was not what is. So im moving on to what is my future and not rushing into anymore stupid discisons like i did.
I have decided that im going 2 save my ass off n mb like oct-dec ish time im going over seas 4 a few months dannii will prob come with me but i need to get away i have no idea where i will go but my aunty said she did it and it was the best decison and the best money spent. and im nearly 20 for god sacks and all i have to show 4 it is a brand new car which might seem good to some but to me it doesnt. I am also going 2 hurry up and finsih this course and if i can i might head off to uni to study early childhood and teach pre school- primary school, its time i got my ass into gear and stoped acting like a little 18 year old.
I think over the past month all i have done is just go out and be stupid n hook up with guys and its stupid i think cause i was scared that i would be alone for the rest of my life but rnt we all? no relationship is ever 100% secure and even when we are single we just think will i ever find "the one". We need to learn to let love find us not going running and searching for it, it will find us when the time is right and when we are ready for it.
Life is about what makes you smile not what pushes you down and changes you into something you dont want to be so take experices that you have just as that experices and learning curves and learn from them cause i have big time.
Best buds till the end!!
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I think we all deal with "The Hard Times" differently and if going overseas will heal what needs to be healed, then good luck with your travels. Don't beat yourself up so much, we all do stupid, uncharacteristic things when we are depressed. Just see where life leads you and remember to smile. xoxo
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