So life on the upside is great totally loving it, i cant wait 4 this tax return i cant wait to get my wii super pumped n i have decided im also buying a new strightner 4 my hair a really good one its called a GHD 4 the chicks out there it costs around $300 but they last ages n they r awesome!
I also got my hair done again so im back 2 brown was getting sick of the blonde n my mate said if i bleched it again my hair would fall out n we dnt want that!lol
n e ways was hoping if i started typing something would mb come 2 me but nothing has so meh ill post something when i can think of something to post! lol!
take care xxx
Best buds till the end!!
Friday, August 8, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
found myself finally!!
LOL so i just saw the funniest thing in my whole life mb not whole life but its deffently up there with the greats! no going to repeat but it was freakin helrious!!
so this week i am back 2 my old bubbley self only took me like 4.5 months but im back here again yay!!!
i also brought a sticker 4 the back of my car so now its good a cool as i no it sounds lame but roxy sticker it takes up the side of my back window looks really good which im happy about!
i also dunno what to do kinda in a pickle i have been seeing a bit more of this guy layton taking it slow cause i dunno i have just started 2 find myself again and im enjoy the single life like yes dont get my wrong i fell lonley but i dont wanna settle again unless i no its right, so were taking things slow but i guess if its ment to be it will be but its showed me just what i have been missing out on like his the nicest guy ever.
N e ways off to bball hope every1 else is going well!
ohh n i have decided to not get the tv or the plates im saving the rest of the money for my trip to thiland at the end of the year so atleast i have got the ball rolling on my saving once again!
tc xx
so this week i am back 2 my old bubbley self only took me like 4.5 months but im back here again yay!!!
i also brought a sticker 4 the back of my car so now its good a cool as i no it sounds lame but roxy sticker it takes up the side of my back window looks really good which im happy about!
i also dunno what to do kinda in a pickle i have been seeing a bit more of this guy layton taking it slow cause i dunno i have just started 2 find myself again and im enjoy the single life like yes dont get my wrong i fell lonley but i dont wanna settle again unless i no its right, so were taking things slow but i guess if its ment to be it will be but its showed me just what i have been missing out on like his the nicest guy ever.
N e ways off to bball hope every1 else is going well!
ohh n i have decided to not get the tv or the plates im saving the rest of the money for my trip to thiland at the end of the year so atleast i have got the ball rolling on my saving once again!
tc xx
Monday, August 4, 2008
No idea what to decide!!
ok so i got my tax return done and now comes the hard part what do i buy with it!
I am buy my wii n my wii fit but then with the other half is the hard decision!
i have always wanted personlised number plates for ages or do i wont a wide screen tv 2 go with the wii??
and if i choose the plates which i am leaning dowards i dunno what i should get them 2 say lol!
i was thinking mel.88 or mcm 88 i have no idea lol suggestions?
so sat night i dont remember very much of that night at all it was very messy me n danni this guy on my bball team were doing shots all night and man did i fell it i was up at candices chucking for half the night and woke up the next morning with the biggest hang over i have ever had i was trashed by 12 30. it was awesome as tho we had the best night out and danced heaps!
I did however in my drunkin state msg layton this guy kinda but not seeing and that was a mistale and trying to get yourself out of the mess the next morning when you have figured out what you have done is not an easy task but oww well! was awesome as!
tc all xxx
I am buy my wii n my wii fit but then with the other half is the hard decision!
i have always wanted personlised number plates for ages or do i wont a wide screen tv 2 go with the wii??
and if i choose the plates which i am leaning dowards i dunno what i should get them 2 say lol!
i was thinking mel.88 or mcm 88 i have no idea lol suggestions?
so sat night i dont remember very much of that night at all it was very messy me n danni this guy on my bball team were doing shots all night and man did i fell it i was up at candices chucking for half the night and woke up the next morning with the biggest hang over i have ever had i was trashed by 12 30. it was awesome as tho we had the best night out and danced heaps!
I did however in my drunkin state msg layton this guy kinda but not seeing and that was a mistale and trying to get yourself out of the mess the next morning when you have figured out what you have done is not an easy task but oww well! was awesome as!
tc all xxx
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
sorry
Sorry 2 all those people who i hurt and pissed off while i was going thru my down stage, but i have come out of it lfe is worth living not wollowing on the past on what was, thats the thing its what was not what is. So im moving on to what is my future and not rushing into anymore stupid discisons like i did.
I have decided that im going 2 save my ass off n mb like oct-dec ish time im going over seas 4 a few months dannii will prob come with me but i need to get away i have no idea where i will go but my aunty said she did it and it was the best decison and the best money spent. and im nearly 20 for god sacks and all i have to show 4 it is a brand new car which might seem good to some but to me it doesnt. I am also going 2 hurry up and finsih this course and if i can i might head off to uni to study early childhood and teach pre school- primary school, its time i got my ass into gear and stoped acting like a little 18 year old.
I think over the past month all i have done is just go out and be stupid n hook up with guys and its stupid i think cause i was scared that i would be alone for the rest of my life but rnt we all? no relationship is ever 100% secure and even when we are single we just think will i ever find "the one". We need to learn to let love find us not going running and searching for it, it will find us when the time is right and when we are ready for it.
Life is about what makes you smile not what pushes you down and changes you into something you dont want to be so take experices that you have just as that experices and learning curves and learn from them cause i have big time.
I have decided that im going 2 save my ass off n mb like oct-dec ish time im going over seas 4 a few months dannii will prob come with me but i need to get away i have no idea where i will go but my aunty said she did it and it was the best decison and the best money spent. and im nearly 20 for god sacks and all i have to show 4 it is a brand new car which might seem good to some but to me it doesnt. I am also going 2 hurry up and finsih this course and if i can i might head off to uni to study early childhood and teach pre school- primary school, its time i got my ass into gear and stoped acting like a little 18 year old.
I think over the past month all i have done is just go out and be stupid n hook up with guys and its stupid i think cause i was scared that i would be alone for the rest of my life but rnt we all? no relationship is ever 100% secure and even when we are single we just think will i ever find "the one". We need to learn to let love find us not going running and searching for it, it will find us when the time is right and when we are ready for it.
Life is about what makes you smile not what pushes you down and changes you into something you dont want to be so take experices that you have just as that experices and learning curves and learn from them cause i have big time.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
ouch!
so im sitting here very very bored with nothing 2 do house bound with parms that r killing me from the crutches n shoulders man i never new i was this heavy lol!!
but i get off them hopefully 2morrow now just left deciding if its worth going in2 work as a cripple or resting up 4 a couple days!
i indened on saying alot more than this i just cant remember what i was that i was going 2 say woops!
but i get off them hopefully 2morrow now just left deciding if its worth going in2 work as a cripple or resting up 4 a couple days!
i indened on saying alot more than this i just cant remember what i was that i was going 2 say woops!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
skrew it all!!!
is all i have 2 say!
4 19 years now i havent wanted 2 go 2 the snow n well the opportuity comes up was ment 2 go 2 morrow that was until happened 2 pull n strech ligamints in my ankle n cant walk on my left ankle n im on crutches yay.
over the past few weeks i have been seeing a bit of this guy but its so hard 2 tell i think im just jumping into another relationship 2 just cover up the pain its like y is it that the one that gets hurt takes the longest time 2 move on n holds on two everything but the other one is just able to up and move on its like your meaningless. I no in my heart of hearts its time to move on n find someone new and who knows everyone thinks that im not felling hurt im just felling lonley which i probley am but i dunno ill eventually pick up n move on i wish it was bak like in the 60's how those ppl found true love young and that was it they were still happley in love like 50 years later, no need for heart break there!
but i think ppl need 2 learn from there mistakes to go into a relationship unless your 100% sure of things n dont just think ok cool some1 is intrested in me ill go 4 it size ppl up b4 your giving some1 ur heart.
4 19 years now i havent wanted 2 go 2 the snow n well the opportuity comes up was ment 2 go 2 morrow that was until happened 2 pull n strech ligamints in my ankle n cant walk on my left ankle n im on crutches yay.
over the past few weeks i have been seeing a bit of this guy but its so hard 2 tell i think im just jumping into another relationship 2 just cover up the pain its like y is it that the one that gets hurt takes the longest time 2 move on n holds on two everything but the other one is just able to up and move on its like your meaningless. I no in my heart of hearts its time to move on n find someone new and who knows everyone thinks that im not felling hurt im just felling lonley which i probley am but i dunno ill eventually pick up n move on i wish it was bak like in the 60's how those ppl found true love young and that was it they were still happley in love like 50 years later, no need for heart break there!
but i think ppl need 2 learn from there mistakes to go into a relationship unless your 100% sure of things n dont just think ok cool some1 is intrested in me ill go 4 it size ppl up b4 your giving some1 ur heart.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
give me 20 good reasons!!
I listened to this song today was on the radio n i can relate it so much to myself!
n e ways on another topic last night had the best night out ever! i was sobar suprising but i went out with few ppl from bball micheal leary n skye n omg it was awesome we went out 2 the village green n me n micheal were dancing like retartds (my normal self) lol n we had the funnest dance moves n e ways we were right up the front n the lead singer was like omg u guys r fuckin awesome come up on stage n dance so we did me n micheal(skys bf) n we got free jim beam flag things they were huge so we used them as kaps n then we got cow boy hats n yeah n then the singer thought that we had been practing our move b4 we came which we didnt n then thought we were on a date n i was like dude im single lol n his like well who wants this fine lady n i was like i dont want n e 1 i have told myself no men 4 a month n yes u might not all belive me but its true! i need 2 find myself again before i add someone else into the equation! i fell of late that i dont no who i am n thats y im going away 2 queensland soon spending a week with dannii n just gunna leave everything behind just 4 a week n when i come bak ill be strong enough 2 deal with what ever may come my way!
tc all xoxo
n e ways on another topic last night had the best night out ever! i was sobar suprising but i went out with few ppl from bball micheal leary n skye n omg it was awesome we went out 2 the village green n me n micheal were dancing like retartds (my normal self) lol n we had the funnest dance moves n e ways we were right up the front n the lead singer was like omg u guys r fuckin awesome come up on stage n dance so we did me n micheal(skys bf) n we got free jim beam flag things they were huge so we used them as kaps n then we got cow boy hats n yeah n then the singer thought that we had been practing our move b4 we came which we didnt n then thought we were on a date n i was like dude im single lol n his like well who wants this fine lady n i was like i dont want n e 1 i have told myself no men 4 a month n yes u might not all belive me but its true! i need 2 find myself again before i add someone else into the equation! i fell of late that i dont no who i am n thats y im going away 2 queensland soon spending a week with dannii n just gunna leave everything behind just 4 a week n when i come bak ill be strong enough 2 deal with what ever may come my way!
tc all xoxo
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