tell me how im supposed to breath with no air

Life can send you on some twisted paths leading to your happely ever after or to you world war 3!
im a strong beliver that things happen for a reason, and that if a door closes you learn from you experices and that you must move foward in order to accomplish and no why it is that door closed! when one door closes another one opens weather or not that is the right one for you or not is not to be known only time will tell and show you if it really was the right door to open!

Moving foward to soon is going to lead you to things that prehaps you dont wish to do but yet waiting can also give the impression that " thats it".
Life is full of many obsitcals that surround as and are there to challange us and make us grow into a bigger and better person than what we used to be, in my eye me moving foward is to leave the past behind leave the happy memories and the sad one will never appear because in your eyes all you can see is the happy things that life brings to you. I am fully ready to move on now and start that new chapter with my new car and a new refrshed happier me one that is going to take risks because a risk is their to challange you and show you wat life is really all about.
Moving foward as just being me is better than me+1 because as many say you born just you and your family people come and go but your family will always be there for you no matter wat so the people that come and go you love and imbrase them for when they are around but when they are gone you need to let them go.
My grandpa coming and telling me in my dreams that i need to let him go cause he couldnt go until i was fully ready 2 accept that he was gone but when i did i knew that he was gone but yet all the happy memories will never die!

this was one blog that will prob not make sence to many but it is stuff i need to say and get out and re assure myself that i am doing wats right for me because i no myself not because someone else is telling me!!