skrew it all!!!

is all i have 2 say!

4 19 years now i havent wanted 2 go 2 the snow n well the opportuity comes up was ment 2 go 2 morrow that was until happened 2 pull n strech ligamints in my ankle n cant walk on my left ankle n im on crutches yay.

over the past few weeks i have been seeing a bit of this guy but its so hard 2 tell i think im just jumping into another relationship 2 just cover up the pain its like y is it that the one that gets hurt takes the longest time 2 move on n holds on two everything but the other one is just able to up and move on its like your meaningless. I no in my heart of hearts its time to move on n find someone new and who knows everyone thinks that im not felling hurt im just felling lonley which i probley am but i dunno ill eventually pick up n move on i wish it was bak like in the 60's how those ppl found true love young and that was it they were still happley in love like 50 years later, no need for heart break there!
but i think ppl need 2 learn from there mistakes to go into a relationship unless your 100% sure of things n dont just think ok cool some1 is intrested in me ill go 4 it size ppl up b4 your giving some1 ur heart.